From the beginning of returning to the ship I had said multiple, multiple times that this would be the last time I volunteer. I had spent almost two years traveling not only to Africa but also all over the state of Georgia as a travel nurse. I was ready for a "grown up" life ... a house, a husband, a white picket fence, children and a dog.
The reoccurring thought kept creeping into my mind though, "What if I came back? It could be fun." Then I heard a sermon that used this verse from scripture ...
"if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast." - Psalm 139:9-10
It suddenly hit me, I had been planning out my life and not leaving any room for God to work. He is the God of the universe, He can plan my life and fulfill my hopes and dreams even if I am on the other side of the sea! (This is very exciting) After a few days of pondering this thought and just plain out just worrying my stomach sick, I made a decision. I would come back, I mean why not! I am not the wealthiest person and not everyone will agree with my decision, but God has given me an amazing gift in my skills as a nurse and a loving heart. How can I keep that all to myself? Ultimately this is not about what is best for me but what I can do to help others. God has never let me down before and has always provided. Why would He not this time?
So that is my big news. At the end of July I will be rejoining the ship in the Canary Islands and sailing to Congo where we will provide free healthcare and surgeries for the next 10 months. I don't have a lot of the details as of yet, such as cost, but I will keep you all updated. For now I simply ask for prayer support as I prepare for the amazing adventure God has planned for me.
One more quote that has really inspired me...
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bow lines, sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
-Mark Twain